Overcoming Infertility
For eight years, my husband and I struggled with unexplained infertility. During that time God was doing a great work in my life, bringing things up so I could deal with them one by one. In 2011, I had my first Sozo, and they covered all the tools. A wall came down, I forgave everyone, renounced lies, closed doors and broke soul ties. It was incredible but my journey didn’t end there.
About two years later, I felt like I needed another Sozo session. There was something else that I needed help with but I didn’t know what it was. I began to pray and fast ahead of my appointment. I needed breakthrough. I was desperate. During this time, I listened to one of Dawna’s sermons on Bethel.tv and she had us pray about pride. As I repeated the prayer, I felt a shell break off in my spirit.
At the Sozo, I did not tell them why I was there. They prayed: “Come, Holy Spirit.” Immediately I was hunched over in the chair as if a ton of bricks had hit me, and I began to cry out. I asked Father God what had happened and I saw in the spirit that I had a large refuse bag on my back filled with garbage and flies. I asked Father God what it was and He said it was my family’s grief. My parents had had a stillborn child when I was five. I asked Father God to take the family grief away and the Holy Spirit appeared as a vacuum and sucked it up instantly.
As I was able to sit up in my chair again, I suddenly saw my grandmother and she was very angry. I asked Father God to break any soul ties with this family grief. I felt it break off and she disappeared. Father God filled me with a great red ball of love that radiated out of my center. I asked Father God if we were done and He said yes! All of this happened in about five minutes. It was so quick and easy, although not easily won. It had taken me seven years to get to this place, largely in part (I believe) because I was dealing with an emotion that was not mine. I could feel its weight and oppression but I could find its root in my life.
Shortly afterwards I was pregnant with my first child (with two more to come)! I am so grateful to God that in his mercy He did not give up on me and enabled me to obtain healing and breakthrough before I became a mother. To Him be all the praise and glory!
Thank you for this ministry. It changes lives.
- Heather R.
