Never Abandoned

I had a history of battling depression due to various childhood traumas including sexual abuse and abandonment. Whilst I thought I had dealt with many of the issues and believed I had forgiven those that had wronged me, the sozo help me see that I was still in a bit of bondage and was affected by things that I wasn't aware of.  

It was made clear that I needed to forgive many others that I unconsciously felt should have protected me. Father God also revealed that I didn't rely on Jesus enough, and that He had always been with me even through the abuse, the depression, the traumas.

The last thing is a testimony, which I shared with you earlier. Due to my history of depression, when I found out I was pregnant I had to be referred to a perinatal psychiatrist. They told me that I was at a very high risk of developing postnatal depression, and as my pregnancy developed, there were many complications that affected me negatively. I was given a care plan, and it was expected that I would go back on antidepressants in the last month of my pregnancy. Once I had given birth, I was supposed to stay in a mother and baby unit for 6 weeks.

During my sozo, Father God showed me a picture of me being very pregnant and happy while in a park with Jesus standing right next to me. It was a picture that stayed with me throughout and beyond the pregnancy. In short, I didn't take or need the medication, nor did I have to stay in hospital. I am very happy, loving being a mummy. In fact, my psychiatrist was and is in complete amazement that things have worked out so well, she has said that it is completely unexpected.

Like I said, I would recommend a sozo to anyone about to undertake a major life event or has gone through one.